Approaching the weekend

Heading into a holiday weekend that I have a complicated relationship with, as a military brat, this "holiday" isn't so much a BBQ and pools and FUN as it is thinking about all the people who should be here and aren't and dealing with the grief that wells up from that. So I'm planning on sleeping and putting all my feels into working on my house and my spaces and tidying and finishing projects and editing.

Especially since my mental and emotional landscapes are more shaky this year than they have been previously. So yeah. Putting all that into my house and workspaces.